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Steven Adler
27 February 2009 @ 11:57 pm
I haven't updated in ages. There's not much to say really. Axl left, taking Bill with him. Now he's back and there's no sign of Bill. Izzy's a girl now, but it seems to suit her so much more. FOr the most part, she seems happier.
 
 
Steven Adler
31 January 2009 @ 11:46 am
Bill convinced me to call her. I hadn't spoken to her in months. She had no idea that i was even in a mental institution or that i was married . She wasn't happy. But she's looking forward to meeting bill. I can't wait. She'll love him. And Bill is gonna bake cookies for her.
 
 
Steven Adler
28 January 2009 @ 11:23 am
So Tommy and sid have left. Don't know where they went, and i don't care. They didn't even say goodbye. Would it have killed them to call over and say goodbye? They were two of my closest friends. But obviously, i didn't mean as much to them. So fuck them, i've still got bill. I'll miss tommy the most. *sigh* These pills i'm on don't work either. I was always under the impression that their purpose was to make me feel somewhat sane. Oh well...at least i have bill. I love him. And Axl could be gone. : )
 
 
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Lady gaga just dance
 
 
Steven Adler
27 January 2009 @ 08:08 pm
Yeah, i'm dropping sid vicious. I haven't used him in ages, no stories for him, he's run outta steam.
 
 
Steven Adler
24 January 2009 @ 11:58 pm
We did it! Bill and i got married today. We got married on that small beach beside the hospital. It was just the two of us, a nurse and the registrar. It wasn't without drama. Axl made an appearance. Tried to stop it, but i got rid of him. Now we're married and there's nothing Axl can do. I've never been happier.
 
 
Current Location: In bed with my husband
Current Mood: loved
 
 
Steven Adler
11 January 2009 @ 01:15 am


I love you so much. I still can't believe you said yes. You've made me so so happy.
 
 
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: loved
 
 
Steven Adler
07 January 2009 @ 02:06 am
Just a quick note to say i love you. You make me feel really happy and you give me a reason to wake up every day
 
 
Current Location: Heaven
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: The show must go on - Queen
 
 
Steven Adler
18 December 2008 @ 05:27 pm
Told you i'd show you what a boyfriend is.
They buy presents for the person they love. Why don't you come find me later. I have a suprise for you Axl.
 
 
Steven Adler
17 December 2008 @ 08:12 pm
I really miss you.
Do you remember the time i broke into iso to see you? Or what about the time i did that thing to your toes?
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Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
Steven Adler
15 December 2008 @ 08:12 am
I went out to the garden for an early morning walk and noticed someone tried to burn down that great big ash tree. It's all charred and burned and broken. Just wondering who did it, thats all.
 
 
Current Location: Me and Axl's room. ^_^
Current Music: Queen get down make love
 
 
Steven Adler
12 December 2008 @ 10:21 pm
Axl's gonna live. He's not awake yet but he's going to be okay. He's improving. It's brilliant. I'm so happy.
 
 
Steven Adler
11 December 2008 @ 09:29 pm
Omg  
I have never been so tired! I honestly don't think i've slept since Axl ran away with Izzy. Now he's back, but he's in a coma. I spent the entire night by his bed and most of the day running back and forth between Axl's bedside and our pets, who also need attention. I hope he wakes up. I really do... I need him.
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Current Mood: worried
 
 
Steven Adler
10 December 2008 @ 08:24 pm
Doesn't the internet rock? My christmas shopping is nearly done. I've got tommy and Izzy sorted. Just need to get stuff for Axl, sid, duff, who else? Is there anyone else who'd deserve a present?
I decorated our room. We have a small tree. Its really cool.
 
 
Current Location: Bedroom.
 
 
Steven Adler
10 December 2008 @ 11:36 am
I know you hate me and i know you can't understand why i've done what i've done, but you should know how bad i feel. I hate myself a thousand times more than you ever could and i sometimes think maybe i should just get Axl's rope and end it all. Maybe if i didn't have you and Axl to look after, i would. I just hope that someday maybe you can understand. I miss your friendship.
 
 
Steven Adler
09 December 2008 @ 02:00 pm
I'm seriously getting very very worried about Axl and Izzy now. Axl is my boyfriend, Izzy is my best friend. Axl isn't in good health. He has broken ribs, yesterday in the bedroom, he could barely breath without pain. He could barely move, what if something has happened to him? Izzy wouldn't know what to do. Especially if Axl has him chained up. Oh god, what if something happened Axl and Izzy is chained up and can't get help?
I wish he'd come back. I'm so fucking worried.
If anyone knows ANYTHING, please help out.
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Current Location: My room
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
Steven Adler
09 December 2008 @ 11:15 am
Come back i miss you. We talked about this happening. I told you what i'd do. Besides your not well. You have broken ribs.
 
 
Current Location: Our room.
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: The clash
 
 
Steven Adler
08 December 2008 @ 06:51 pm
Its not as bad as it seems. This way everyone gets what they want. We get a pet, Axl gets Izzy and Izzy gets to be with Axl and so do i because Izzy is a pet.
It's not like we're treating him badly. He gets whatever food he wants, i got him his own little bed today at the foot of our bed. He's happy.
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Current Location: My room
Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
Steven Adler
07 December 2008 @ 06:44 pm
Axl  
I have something to tell you and damn it you'd better pay attention. I have never been in love before. But now i am. With you. Sometimes that makes me do crazy things like beg and plead and cry. But i'm telling you here and now that i love you. Okay? Completely and wholly. I know you don't want me so i'm not gonna bother you again. But you know where i am if you do. The ball's in your court Axl...
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Steven Adler
07 December 2008 @ 06:37 pm
My aim is down. I'll be back later
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Current Mood: aggravated
 
 
Steven Adler
06 December 2008 @ 09:42 pm
I've never read a book before i came here. I could only speak basic english. Now i'm reading shit like Shakespeare, emily bronte, etc. My vocab has changed dramatically. I'm using words like hypothetically, critical, fabulous, etc. I've changed so much.